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I found this very comforting. But guess what guys, I did it!! I made it through my first semester. Turned in my last final last night, got a 95 & decided not to go to the one this morning because my grade is at a B and the overstudying wasn’t worth the 3 points. But yay to me I did it :)! —————————————————————————-˹🦋˼« Reminder: you are NOT alone! It’s okay to not be okay. Dms are ALWAYS open regardless of age, race, sexual orientation, gender identification» ˹🦋˼ « Take a look at some old posts of mines for motivation or a good laugh » ˹🦋˼ « My preferred pronouns are she/her » ˹🦋˼ « Can we make it to 200 lovely followers?? » ˹🦋˼ « ■ ˹🍂˼HASHTAGS ͢ #MentalHealthAwareness #EndTheStigma #Positivity #SelfLove #MentalHealthMatters #Anxiety #AnxietyDisorders #Depression #MajorDepressiveDisorder #Motivation #ObsessiveCompulsiveDisorder #OCD #PositiveVibes #MentalHealthAdvocate #Strength #WeGotThis #Influencer

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When your pace is so slow that Coach literally falls asleep during practice. I mean... I get it. But still. Rude. 😉😂🤣 Rescued a lost child in zombie-infested wilderness. Found an important ally. #zombiesrun #stillirun

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/sarcasm/ My Favorite part of my mental illness is how it affects me physically I planned to grab a coffee and hang out and crochet while listening to my podcast Instead I walk in and I'm Immediately nauseous and lightheaded and feel like I might faint Super glad I brought my cane to hold me up while I wait I'm going to steal a chair in the corner and close my eyes until I can calm down a little . . . #depressed #depression #majordepressivedisorder #anxiety #anxious #generalizedanxiety #generalizedanxietydisorder #autisticadult #autistic #autism #ptsd #noncombatptsd #posttraumaticstressdisorder #disability #disablednotunable #disabled #mentalillness #mentalhealth #chronicillness #chronic

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I Said To Myself You’ll Look Weak If You Become The One Who Starts To Fall Down The Rabbit Hole Of Suffering. I Stopped There, This Design Was My Own Answer To My Own Hesitation. It’s Just A Few Things, No Space To Fit It All. I Thought It Was Just Procrastination, Trapped Thoughts Expressed At 3:00AM Revealed Reality. This Design Felt Necessary As It’s A War. A War To Be Heard And Understood, To Not Have To Keep Justifying The Invisible, Daily, Detrimental And Deteriorating Battles, Which Are Faced Behind Closed Doors And Masked Outside So Others Can’t See. I Took The Risk To Post This, For Me It’s Nothing, It’s Clean Compared To The One I Designed For Bipolar Astronaut. Back In Spring This Year The Mindset Was Different, Now It’s A Broken Glass Subconscious Nightmare Daily To Live. I May Be A Thorn In A Rose Bush, But I’d Rather Be An Outcast Than A Plastic Personality. It’s Now Starting To Make More Sense As The Days Pass Why (“I’m Fine”) Is What The Majority Say. How Can One Person Feel All These Things, Then Say It’s Only A Few Things. The Mind Mentally Must Suffer A Headache Due To This. No, That Headache Comes In The Form Of Suicidal Thoughts And Attempts. Hearts Made Of Glass Break Eventually, Smiles Made Of Plastic Melt Eventually. Setbacks Happen To Everyone At Some Point, It’s How You Pick Yourself Up That Really Separates You From The Rest. Back Then I’d Not Post This, But When You Feel Alone Inside And Outside Your Mind, The Opinions That Others Have Become B U L L S H I T. @bipolarastronaut (“SOON”) www.bipolarastronaut.com #bipolar #bipolar2 #bipolardepression #bipolarawareness #bipolarlife #bipolar1 #hypomania #hypomanic #majordepression #majordepressivedisorder #depressive #depressionkills #depressionawareness #depressionsupport #depressionandanxiety #anxietysucks #anxietywarrior #anxietyattack #socialanxiety #mentalillnessawareness #mentalillnessrecovery #mybeautifulmess #suicideprevention #selfharmrecovery #ptsdsurvivor #endstigma #mentalhealthblogger #blackaesthetic #darkaesthetic

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I went to see Pudding again today to double check his temperament~ Just one more day!🐕💜 . I tested him with the prong collar, an umbrella, toys that smell like my other dog, etc. Also tested how he reacts to weird touching (like lifting his lips to see his teeth, rubbing and pinching his paws, lifting his back legs) and how he is with social dominance by lightly holding him down on his side in a submissive position He did fantastic with everything, not too scared or aggressive, with pretty much everything he investigated a little then chilled out and let it happen He really likes people Super smart and a people pleaser Tomorrow dad will come with me to introduce him and the Family dog Colby, I'm sure they will be fine Then hopefully I can take him home!! . . . #depression #majordepressivedisorder #anxiety #anxious #generalizedanxietydisorder #autisticadult #autistic #autism #disability #disablednotunable #disabled #servicedog #servicedogprospect #servicedogtraining #psychiatricservicedog #sd #sdit #servicedoghandler #mentalillness #mentalhealth #chronicillness #chronic #prongcollar #balanceddogtraining #ownertrained #dutchsheperd #adoptdontshop #shelterdog

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well, that most certainly checks out. cheers to the best year I’ve had since being diagnosed with major depressive disorder. y’all. being on the right medication saves lives, I’m here to tell you. and, of course, puppies don’t hurt either. #topnine #majordepressivedisorder #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthadvocate #livingwithdepression #happy #georgietheborderaussie #borderaussie #dogsofinstagram #puppiesofinstagram #threegenerations

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Angles 🤩⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ @alexxia_rowe looked at me like I was crazy when I said I wanted to get in there but we ended up making pure magic....as usual 💖⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ My post last night (the one of me crying after I finally started to find some of my anger) has been my most engaging post to date on this page. I'm feeling some type of way about that but I will get into that another time. In that post I said that I am angry at 2019 - at just about everything that happened and everyone that was part of this year - big statement, I'm aware. Am I sorry for saying it? Nope, not at all. Am I aware that it might not all be rational? Yep. But it's the way I feel and I'm no longer putting that aside for anyone. 💁🏻‍♀️⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ Meeting Alexia definitely does not fall into that statement and has without a doubt been an absolute bright spot of 2019. Thank you, gorgeous girl, for spending your time with me 😘 I can't wait to get you in the studio in 2020 - I've already come up with some amazing ideas for us (surprise! 😂)💯⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ ⁠⠀ #edmonton #yeg #edmontonphotography #photography #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #depression #majordepressivedisorder #anxiety #mentalillness #support #model #curvemodel #curvymodel #plussizemodel #bodypositive #confident #strong #fight #survivor #loveyourself #selfcare #selflove #compassion

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#lighttheworld I love this picture of Jesus. Cause when I feel like I’m drowning a prayer helps me surface. I wouldn’t make it a day without him. #ocd #majordepressivedisorder #generalizedanxietydisorder #chronicillness #heartpatient

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#MajorDepressiveDisorder #Depression it took me every ounce of energy to put on regular clothes today after 48 hours in the same pajamas. I wasn’t going to go out at all, but my husband needed me to put some money in the bank. The bank is less than five minutes from my house. So I did the dishes, then vacuumed the main level, then vacuumed up the stairs and got dressed before I brought the vacuum back downstairs. Remembering to do my psychology homework today… I’m glad I have a small house. It doesn’t make it any easier honestly to still have to keep it clean and do my chores, but at least I don’t have a lot of square footage to cover. #ithinkican #iknowican #youcandoit #waterboy The girl at the bank who helped me said “that’s nice that they’ll still send you your disability check even though it’s done“. Oh darling, little do you know. It has just begun. #InvisibleIllness #Chronic it takes so much effort. #hypermobileehlersdanlossyndrome #heds #eds #fibromyalgia

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Legos helping me decompress!! I have so many, and I got this new set from my BF for my birthday I love the puzzles and following instructions is super fun, and I Love the colors!!! So pretty . . . #depressed #depression #majordepressivedisorder #anxiety #anxious #generalizedanxiety #generalizedanxietydisorder #autisticadult #autistic #autism #disability #disabled #mentalillness #mentalhealth #chronicillness #chronic #lego #legos #toys

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This. This is everything. 5 months of sobriety today and I'm so grateful. For the time that's passed, for all the ways I've changed, for my mental health, for the education that I've received... For today that is.

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Great things to understand! About yourself or if you know someone who is. See the last picture if your looking for a new year's resolution =)

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346/365 - For the first time I'm able to enjoy my curls without the use of a leave in conditioner! I found this 2-in-1 shampoo bar at Target and had to try it. I was already wanting to switch to a plastic free shampoo so this was perfect! However, my hair normally suffers when I use shampoo plus conditioner, but not this time! Hmmm, this is sounding like an ad but I swear it's not lmao! #majordepressivedisorder #highanxiety #livingwithanxiety #livingwithdepression #2019goals #365journey @lovebeautyandplanet @target #shampooandconditioner #shampoobar #oneplanet #plasticfree #loveit #crueltyfree #vegan #plantbased

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Yesterday was a reminder that I'm not okay, I was feeling Too good about things and I guess my brain wanted to give me a quick reality check Nightmare I had last night really doubled down on that Today has been hard to get started, but these girls are helping . . . #depressed #depression #majordepressivedisorder #anxiety #anxious #generalizedanxiety #generalizedanxietydisorder #autisticadult #autistic #autism #disability #disablednotunable #disabled #mentalillness #mentalhealth #chronicillness #chronic

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THIS happened yesterday & what a pleasant SURPRISE it was! ⁣ 😳🤩💝🥳⁣ One of my girlfriends is here from W. Virginia & decided to bless us by deep cleaning our house. 🏡😳🤭🤩🥳 ⁣ With the illnesses I’ve been battling, we’ve not been able to keep up with it. Though, visibly straightened, looking closer it was filthy! 🤫 Truly, an often very painful test for the recovering perfectionist, I decided that being present with our guests was more important than the dust & hair balls from 2 cats 🐈 🐱& 3 dogs 🐕🐕🐕. Plus, with the #chronicpain, something as simple as sweeping, dusting & certainly any attempt to deep clean would likely result in days of dehabilitaing pain followed by #depression. Let alone any attempt to move furniture, even though I’ve desired to do so for a long time. ⁣ 😖😫😩😒😔🚫⁣ @steveshematz has been working super hard not only at his FT job, sometimes over an hr away, but also been doing all the animal care & ranch/farm chores.⁣ 🏆🏅🥇🎖⁣ It’s been a really hard year. I’ve really struggled w/not wanting to accept that, although I can physically still do about everything I used to do, there is a COST to pay with ALL activity. 😬⁣ I’ve learned to pick & choose wisely, after trying to fight accepting this new reality w/my 55 y/o body. ⁣ 😖🧐🤫😉🤷🏼‍♀️⁣ The awesome thing that has occurred, is that my personal & intimate time in the Lord’s presence has increased dramatically. 🙌🏻The pain has literally served as a #catalyst to pursuing my Father’s face MORE than ever & I’m very THANKFUL for the time I have to do so. And it’s in this chair where I do this the most often. ⁣ ✝️❣️🔥💨🌊🕊⁣ Moving it n2 the art studio will not only give me privacy, but it also faces East 🌅 & is delightfully warm & bright. ☀️ I’m hopeful that the creative block I’ve been battling will lift & excited to see what I create next. ⁣ 🙏🏼👩🏼‍🎨🎨🐎🦋⁣ What was meant for evil (broken tailbone from physical abuse, scoliosis of the spine + neck break & fusion, loss of job, both my dads [biological & father in love], dogs & animals, friends, head trauma, concussion & false arrest, verbally abused & bullied by neighbors), God is using for my good & His glory. 👑

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