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Kenzie Lyn

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To the moon & back πŸ’œ

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It's home depot Saturday!! πŸ˜‚ this kid and his faces crack me up!

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Something I'm always working on, kindness.

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Ruben was so scared to stand under the monster truck 😜 #sema #semaignited #sema2017 #vegasdrift #formuladrift

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You're my everything πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›

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Being a parent is nothing like I ever thought it would be. Ruben has been living with me full time for 7 months now. And I still go through so many moments of "I can't do this". This week has been rough. A new phase of independence has started and he's been acting out like crazy. I've wanted to give up, give in, scream, cry, and throw tantrums myself. I still make so many mistakes, I'm learning, I'll always be learning. I try to be easy on myself. I am constantly reminding myself that this is what I prayed for everyday. This phase won't last forever. Lately, I have such a hard time asking for help because I compare myself. I know there are so many single parents out there kicking ass with no complaints. "I should have this down by now, it shouldn't be so hard, am I really doing the best I can". The negative self talk can get to me. I'm exhausted, emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually exhausted. I continue to push forward because every night when he kisses my forehead and tells me he loves me it's all worth it. Not a day goes by he doesn't tell me I'm the best Mommy in the whole wide world. My hope is someday I'll believe it myself. πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸ’œ

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So I have been struggling really bad trying to get Ruben to wear his glasses. He's only in Pre-K but he already cares so much about what the other kids will think/say. Today his best friend was wearing glasses too. She went home after school yesterday and told her mom she needed to get some glasses to wear so Ruben didn't feel alone. Fuck. If that doesn't melt your heart... 😍😍😍

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Rubens ready for Halloween πŸ•ΈπŸ•ΈπŸ•Έ If you're ever in Panguitch, UT and need a fresh cut @shaddaddytheeebarber isn't too bad πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‰ @shaddaddy615

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A new kind of Grey these days πŸ’œ I don't ever want to forget that dark, hopeless place I was in before I got back in recovery. I was looking through my old pictures and don't remember even writing this. Heroin let me find the basement to my rock bottom, it took everything from me. I was to a point that I truly believed recovery wasn't something that was going to work for me. Hope to die dope fiend. Thank God there were a few people that still believed in me and gave me another chance at life. Today, my future is so bright! I've gained my family back, my friends back, and self love. I have a killer job that I love in the career I dreamed of. Recovery gave me the drive to keep pushing to better myself. I love the fact I can vacation without the worry of being dope sick. Miracles happen all around me. Gratitude and acceptance are keys to my happiness. πŸ’œ #recovery #blessed #gratitude #acceptance #clean&serene #openmind #grateful #vacation #dopefree #livelifetothefullest #quotes #thanksforlistening

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When your drink matches your outfit πŸ˜‚πŸ‘Œ #fdirw #irwindalespeedway #dorklife

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New Mod πŸ€—πŸŒˆ #vapeoncloud9 #kaos #vapenation #vapelife #doyouevenvape @cloud.9.vapor @sigelei

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Unicorn and rainbow birthday party 😁

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Working towards this #lifehack

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🎢 TBH I debated posting this for a hot minute. So thanks @daddyjake95 πŸ˜‰ I wish I could have posted the whole thing but whatever. I've been struggling. Lately it feels like there has been more bad days than good but I'm finally on the uphill emotionally. There's a song by brand new that says "Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know, Like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart" but holy shit! I have never felt these feelings without a way to numb the pain. Thank GOD for music. I fell in love with sign language in middle school and continued it in college. I'm obviously rusty and still learning but the weirdest thing happens when I sign songs I feel more connected with the lyrics. I get to let out some of that emotion in a healthy way. Life is weird guys. Bottom-line I'm grateful for my experience and the opportunity to grow, again. Another favorite song of mine is by D.R.U.G.S. Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows "If You Think This Song Is About You, It Probably Is"... I feel like they all hit home to the way I'm feeling. So if you're going through the same thing check em out. Also if you read this whole fucking thing or bothered to watch the video. High five πŸ™πŸ’ƒ #idfc #fml #signlanguage #asl #brandnew #recoveryisworthit #lyricsarelife #emotion #gratitude #serenity #higherpower #music #heartbroken #whatislove #drugfree #idontknowwhatimdoing #highfive #hashtag

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My mom wanted to take me shopping but I'd rather be elsewhere πŸ™„ #daydreaming #letsgoonanadventure #filteredaf #girlswithtattoos #takemedrifting #iwannagofast

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